From "The Muse of
History"
"I accept this archipelago of the Americas. I say to the
ancestor who sold me, and to the ancestor who bought me, I have no father, I want no such
father, although I can understand you, black ghost, white ghost, when you both whisper
'history,' for if I attempt to forgive you both I am falling into your idea of history
which justifies and explains and expiates, and it is not mine to forgive, my memory cannot
summon any filial love, since your features are anonymous and erased and I have no wish
and no power to pardon. You were when you acted your roles, your given, historical
roles of slave seller and slave buyer, men acting as men, and also you, father in the
filth-ridden gut of the slave ship, to you they were also men, acting as men, with the
cruelty of men, your fellowman and tribesman not moved or hovering with hesitation about
your common race any longer than my other bastard ancestor hovered with his whip, but to
you inwardly forgiven grandfathers, I, like the more honest of my race, give a strange
thanks. I give the strange and bitter and yet ennobling thanks for the monumental
groaning and soldering of two great worlds, like the halves of a fruit seamed by its own
bitter juice, that exiled from your own Edens you have placed me in the wonder of another,
and that was my inheritance and your gift." |